It's official

I weighed in yesterday and I have officially lost 20 pounds. I'm getting to the point where food doesn't dominate my thoughts. Sometimes I get so tired of trying to figure out what to eat that I don't want to eat anything. That's not good though. I know this. I can relate to anorexia. It's a compulsion that turns into an obsession. Anorexia is about control, but I think it starts somewhere - you don't just wake up one day and say, "I know, I'm going to stop eating today!" It starts with a diet. You try to lose a little faster so you eat less and less. Then you stop eating all together.

Stats: 165/144.12/135